The choice is clear

Love chooses us.

We don't pick love, it comes toward us and picks us up - usually out of something that we wouldn't have ever expected.  And it can take us to a place that we thought we would never find.

And it hurts at times. But if you don't go through the pain, there's no gain!  All you can do is realize that it is worth it. That what you were seeking, you found.  It's silly to think that we humans could fall out of love when really love wraps us up and moves us along.  Sometimes the tests that we're put through in this journey seem to be more than we can handle.  But I firmly believe that when it is true, when love truly prevails, that you can make it through anything.

I hurt my best friend last night. I just was expressing my thoughts and feelings, but it hurt her and I feel terrible about that.  I won't fall out of love with her because we had an argument. I want to see her more right now than I did even before, and that was quite a lot to begin with.  I want to look in her eyes and tell her that I'm sorry that I hurt her, and that I want to find out what makes the two of us tick in areas that we haven't figured out yet.  I want to stand beside her through the worst and the best.

Because I know that I didn't choose this love, it came and found me out of years of struggling to see if it could be real. When my belief and hope in something greater was fading fast, love found me.

I believe that love (and a special guiding force) brought Jenelle and I together.  And I know it is a bond that will stay, even through hard nights and tired mornings.

I love you gorgeous!