UP!

If you see my posts...

If you have looked at the photographs...

Maybe you've noticed.

 In more and more of my photos...

my eyes are drawn forward...

and then upward.

I keep looking up!

I do long for something deeper.  Not just the love of friends and family, or someone close.  I know that there is a God that is out there.  I haven't really found him in much lately.  But I've questioned and torn apart so many old, false beliefs that I needed to see if I could even be accepting of a being that is out there, above me, around me.

I know.

In my pictures I see both a longing and an amazement at what brought all of this together.  I keep looking towards the horizon, and as poetic as that can sound, it's really just me longing for more to fill my soul.

No promises of reconnecting with a God that scared and bewildered me as a kid and teen. 

No hope to go back to some ritualistic practice that found be stuck in the rites and routines of service based religion.

But I know that I've prayed again.  I wept and sought out some bigger presence.

I'm going to keep looking up.

I wonder what I'll see...