I trust too easily. I open up too fast.
It often ends in hurt.
I don't go around telling my life story to everyone. But when I do share it, it is because I feel there is a connection or a reason that those hard words from my past touch my lips and float across to the waiting ears of someone else.
I don't like being so raw and exposed, but yet I desire to be that transparent with others. Especially if you've given me some reason to trust you.
If you're real with me, then I want to be real with you.
Enough said.
Just know that I can come across as intense or too serious. Yet there are some who don't think I have a serious bone in my body.
I just want to trust. It's innate to my nature. It's bonded inside my soul to seek others that have shared similar paths. But please be careful. There is such a sensitive area wide open and waiting to be trampled on when I'm than trusting.
I know that some of you probably understand this all too well.
I want to trust. But the questions come back to haunt me...
Will I be hurt again?
Will I find that I'm looked down on when I open up?
Will I ever be able to just know that it's ok?
Trust me...
I'll do my best to trust you too.
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