Monday, March 4, 2013

Trust

I trust too easily.  I open up too fast.

It often ends in hurt.

I don't go around telling my life story to everyone.  But when I do share it, it is because I feel there is a connection or a reason that those hard words from my past touch my lips and float across to the waiting ears of someone else.

I don't like being so raw and exposed, but yet I desire to be that transparent with others.  Especially if you've given me some reason to trust you.  

If you're real with me, then I want to be real with you.

Enough said.

Just know that I can come across as intense or too serious.  Yet there are some who don't think I have a serious bone in my body.

I just want to trust.  It's innate to my nature.  It's bonded inside my soul to seek others that have shared similar paths.  But please be careful.  There is such a sensitive area wide open and waiting to be trampled on when I'm than trusting.

I know that some of you probably understand this all too well.

I want to trust.  But the questions come back to haunt me...

Will I be hurt again?

Will I find that I'm looked down on when I open up?

Will I ever be able to just know that it's ok?


Trust me...

I'll do my best to trust you too.




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